Topsy Turvy!

There’s so much life I’ve left to live
This fire is burning still
When I watch you look at me, I think I could find the will
To stand for every dream
Forsake this solid ground, of what would happen if they ever knew.. I’m so deeply in love with you
I’d surrender everything to feel the chance to live again
I reach to you, I know you can feel it too..
We’d make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I’d make you give them all to me
I’d hold you in my arms and never let go
I know I can’t survive or maybe somehow I can
Another night away from you
You’re the reason I go on
Because now I need to live the truth
Right now..there’s no better time
From this fear I will break free
I’ll live again with love
And no..they can’t take that away from me and maybe the will see
Every night’s getting longer
This fire is getting stronger
I’ll swallow my pride and I’ll be alive
Can’t you hear my call?
My everything, I surrender all to you

hidup ini indah asal lo bersyukur hahahahah

sakit hati itu rasanya nyata apalagi kalo jatohnya lebih dari 1x

sometimes you wanna stay but sometimes you wanna be happy and say enough

salah satu wujud menyayangi seseorang ya dengan membuat org tsbt bahagia mgkn dgn cara ngerelain dia hengkang dr hidup lo karna lo sadar lo cuma bikin dia sedih ada di satu fase yg gagal berkali-kali,lo ngerasa lo cm jadi parasit dihidupnya hahaha

oke, hahahah sampah 

im a type of girl who loves her boyfriend like so much, seriously as long as i can i’ll stand still even just for nothing

im human, i made mistakes,of course i am

gue minta maaf banget buat semua kesalahan yg gue sadar ataupun engga

lovelife remaja itu labil abis,gajelas,jiji,overdramastis tapi itu yg buat seseorang lebih menghargai hidup,bersyukur,lebih melihat dunia dengan jelas…

honestyly gue jiji sm diri gua sendiri,jiji kenapa gue bisa dipoin kemaren,kenapa gue bisa serendah itu,kenapa gue bisa setolol itu,kenapa gue bisa se-tidak-sayang itu sm diri gue sendiri..im too way loving him tapi di masa yg sekarang gue ngerti..kegagalan yg membuat semuanya terasa lebih berkah..pada akhirnya lo pasti bersyukur atas bittersweet itu,seriously.

kadang cukuplah sudah bermanis-manis,menyayangi orang dengan amat sangat,bersedih,bimbang dan lain-lain,cukup dengan permainan cinta yg sebenernya ya fasenya itu-itu aja

sedih hahaha

oke, fokus lah,sayangi diri lo sendiri,kejar cita-cita,fokus belajar,jadi kebanggan org tua, cukup dengan kelabilan lo,melek liat hidup ini indah bkn hanya karna cinta kasih dr seorang pacar

love’s blind?yes it is but honestly jgn sampe ngalamin cinta itu buta, bakalan lost.

jatoh cinta boleh tapi jujur please bgt ya cewe-cewe jgn terlalu dalem! 

pokonya cinta itu sakit hati! hahahaha gabakal abis deh……tapi akan selalu indah pada waktunya

jadiin kasih sayang yg dikasih seseorang buat jadi semangat!semangat mengejar cita-ciat

gua ngerasa semua sakit hati pait manis masa remaja gua udah berat panjang dan complicated tapi sebenrnya ini cm secuil asem manis kehidupan

belajar ayo belajar aja sekarang, jadi cewe baik solehah dan berkualitas

maaf ya buat semuanya

ini galau. bye

“Cinta itu tidak bersyarat,kuat dan tangguh,tak pula lekang oleh waktu. Justru ketika di uji dengan org yg kita cintai..menyakiti,mengkhianati kita..namun akhirnya kembali menyesal dan kembali meminta bantuan kita..kemudian kita pun memaafkan,menguatkan dan menolongnya..itulah cinta,tak bersyarat apapun anakku” -Muti

unconscious-mind:

Here we go

I don’t know whether its too strong or too dumb

Honestly, I’m sort of can guess the ending;Oh,human’s prediction.

Everyone said Im stupid,

Someone who fall into the same hole called as a donkey, I guess, I am, they thought I am, no one really knows it,actually.

I never lied to my self. I like it, I love it, I wanna do it, I’m just me, I am a stubborn.

I’ve known how does it feels,yet Im staying

I stumble and fall then wake up

Up side and Down side

Shut up, I got those things.

Its raining but suddenly rainbow comes;feels better.

It always turns up into blue then pink then blue again but I hope too much I get pink at the end.

I have no idea this is me who’s too stubborn to win the game or its you who’s still enjoy playing the game

I kind of convince my self that Im strong enough and I can make it, someday. Because, I have faith.

Its pretty confusing and totally messed up,yet I love it since the very 1st time.

I ran, where’s the hole? there you go, oh what it caused? here i am,finally knew what’s the breaker, yet I keep believing.

They said, its wrong, too wrong..honestly girls I knew it! :) but just lemme finish it by my self, curiosity wont stoop, eventhough im pretty tired but still, I have faith.

It hurts? Aw a lot. Why keep doing this? still, I have faith.

Eventhough I explain with words what’s faith that i believe, you will nvr understand it. Why? because i’m the one who wears the shoes, none of you.

Rudely, lemme hurt my self by my own behavior.

Honestly, I can do it, but still I dont wanna do it. Why? I have faith

Best result comes from best effort? Im on it.

Honestly, I can choose another path and yes, it looks so much better but sorry I refused. Oh why? I have faith. I love this path.

Once I turned yet I gone back.

Once this heart loves someone’s heart, it never fades.

Once it hurts, it became stronger

Twice got hit, it became wiser

Third got kick, I can see the world

Here I am,keep believing.

The more i think to let you go, the more i force my self to make you stay.

The more i think to get over it, the more love i felt inside.

Its stupid,silly, I love you.

(Honestly its kind of disguisting to talk about love again and again)

Hey, i will never forget this.

Too confusing&Blurrr. No one will ever understand it cause honestly we can’t understand us. Yet, I always be here.

Sorry for too much loving you.

What brings happiness to you tomorrow, I always glad to see you happy.

What makes me love you more and more, I always enjoy it.

What God brings tomorrow, I always be thankful for it.

You’re such an asshole but I love you.

Irreplaceable one,

(Source: blogsecret)